MY PERSONAL STORY OF FULL SEXUAL AWAKENING INTO ORGASMIC BLISS
Hey handsome,
Are you curious about my personal journey to full on sexual awakening? And how I get to experience all this orgasmic bliss during sex? :)
I was just born like that. Just kidding! 😂 Well, actually - partially kidding.
We are all born with pure, innocent and unimpeded sexual energy (or life force) moving through us. When we go through life we constrict the flow of it, by putting all those limiting beliefs into our heads & as a result into our bodies.
When I was very young, no one in my family ever talked about sex. Maybe that was a blessing as I explored my body based on what I was feeling, when I was 10-13 years old. I discovered masturbation early on with my dad’s porn magazines. 😅 I spent hours in the shower pleasing myself & had the best time of my life. I was somewhat promiscuous and curious.
But when the time came to date boys, everything got so complicated, and awkward. I didn’t know what I wanted and how I wanted it and neither did they. Penetrative sex was not my jam. I never liked it. I never felt pleasure or orgasms through it. I wanted it to end before it even started. Clitoral pleasure was my favorite. And luckily all the men I was with were eager to please me that way.
I liked sex, but I liked the connection part of it more than anything. The closeness, the intimacy. That makes me a very typical woman, as the majority of women crave the intimacy of sex more than they do the physical pleasure. Our brain is wired this way. For men it’s all about penetration because that’s how the male system is built.
Anyways, I never really felt much during penetration - I would say I was numb. But I always desired connection with a man. Also, some deeper part of me knew that there is something so sacred to sexual connection, that there is something more to it. And in my early 30’s my curiosity led me to Tantra.
Through Tantra, I finally found that missing piece I had been craving - spirituality, connection, deep intimacy.
And that’s how my exploration began. Through lots of meditations on bodily sensations, breathwork & self-pleasure practices in my coaching and Tantra trainings, I reached a point of incredible sensitivity not only in my pussy, but in my whole body.
Since then, sex with partners has been the most connected ever. I reach places of deep sweet surrender and so much sensation in my body that it feels overwhelming to hold at times. I cry, I laugh, I sing, I can be wild and slutty and also soft, gentle and watery. I feel like I embrace all forces of nature at once.
The byproduct: I’m nourished, I’m powerful, I’m creative, I have a voice, I know my truth, I manifest everything I want super quickly, and I am so grounded in myself and who I am as a woman.
But it took me some time to really be where I felt I wanted to be. And still I feel there is limitless potential for deeper surrender.
I want YOU to have this level of sexual fulfilment, too.
If you vibe with me and wish to be in my space and learn more, please feel free to connect. Just schedule a free intro session.
Can't wait to talk to you!
Much love and gratitude,
Iryna